siiiiiighhhhhhh
i envy the good old days when i was young and carefree. nothing much to worry about except, which cartoon to watch and how many ice creams to eat. growing is tough. you suddenly have the whole world breathing down your neck, expecting you to be someone. hey hey, back off. let me take my own sweet time growing, okay. thanks.
a new week, brings new dilemma. a hell week just went pass, with a tough week in progress. trudging on slowly, helps me bring things back into perspective. i am once again dealt a difficult hand in life. no aces in hand this time. sometimes, i kinda wish i didn’t have to make these decisions.
sometimes, i just feel like like lifting my head and hands in the sky and shout, “WHY ME??!!!!” just like the movie, Bruce Almighty. wonder if i will ever get to be God for a day after that 
