Wednesday, February 9, 2005

mixed emotions

easier said than done. i am faced with the decision to actually enjoy the closeness to home or venture forth to seek my fortune elsewhere. torn between wants, needs and necessity. i’m excited at the prospect of starting life afresh in a new place but then worry about what i am leaving behind. come to think of it, it’s nothing much really. except my dear family. the choice now lies in my hands. the heart and mind does not synchro and this is killing me. sigh. if only things were black and white in life. but i guess half the fun is getting to know if your choice is screwed or it was gold.

this just in, my company, well not exactly, is undergoing a change. the CEO just stepped down and for now it seems that there is going to be some small changes. it all goes to show, there is only one certainty in life, CHANGE! the year of the rooster is fast to show it’s feathers.

i guess this has helped me in my decision. time to move on perhaps? here’s to wealth, health and good luck to all.

emo: torn

Posted by nawooz at 17:43:16
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6 Responses to “mixed emotions”

  1. blue Angel says:
    February 10, 2005 at 6:59 am

    Making major decisions in life has always been a challenge.This word,‘CHANGE‘ have sometimes struck fear and thus changing us into hesitant beings.To strike a balance of thoughts going up in our minds,between the ones you can‘t bear to lose when you change to the thoughts of when you change what will you lose? Tough decision yeah,but wish you all the best in whatever decision you have made up.~Take care~

  2. blue Angel says:
    February 10, 2005 at 6:59 am

    Making major decisions in life has always been a challenge.This word,‘CHANGE‘ have sometimes struck fear and thus changing us into hesitant beings.To strike a balance of thoughts going up in our minds,between the ones you can‘t bear to lose when you change to the thoughts of when you change what will you lose? Tough decision yeah,but wish you all the best in whatever decision you have made up.~Take care~

  3. blue Angel says:
    February 10, 2005 at 6:59 am

    Making major decisions in life has always been a challenge.This word,‘CHANGE‘ have sometimes struck fear and thus changing us into hesitant beings.To strike a balance of thoughts going up in our minds,between the ones you can‘t bear to lose when you change to the thoughts of when you change what will you lose? Tough decision yeah,but wish you all the best in whatever decision you have made up.~Take care~

  4. nawooz says:
    February 11, 2005 at 1:37 am

    i agree with you whole-heartedly. there have been other crossroads in my life and so far i haven‘t been lost very far from the main path. thank you for your advice and good wishes. there is only one thing left to do, carpe diem.

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