Chapter 25: a tribute to my lost love
the first rays of light takes time to penetrate the lingering darkness. i relish the feeling of the warmth, washing over me. the first time is always the most memorable and beautiful. it was nice while it lasted, if only for a fleeting moment. then as quickly as it materialised, it vanished taking with it, my light and warmth. i miss all of it and i wouldn’t exchange it for the world.
i wish you could be with you every single second of the day. i like the way you smell. the way your touch puts me to ease. i like waking up next to you and knowing you will be there waiting for me when i get home. always loving and always welcoming. take away the days stress and worries. i miss you very much already as i am typing this. i wish things could have been different. that we could stay like this forever, but life is not always about us. there is always the bigger picture. so we parted painfully but i think of you often.
dearest bed, what would i do without you? you were always there for me. i can’t wait to go home and reunite with you. see you later my dear. keep the bed bugs and mites off while i’m gone. i’ll be coming home soon.
emo: mad as a hare on Ecstasy (i don’t encourage the use of it!)
